Ludmila Engquist, a former Soviet, and later Swedish athlete, revealed her reasons for using performance-enhancing drugs in her autobiographical book.
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I hated bobsleigh. It was a nightmare—before, during, and after training. Day and night. I couldn't admit that I wanted to quit training because I was scared and overwhelm🐲ed. There was no way back; the stakes were too high at every level. I wanted to get caught so I could end this madness and free myse🔜lf from the fear.
Ludmila Engquist
Engquist tested positive for doping a year before the 2002 Winter Olympics in Salt Lake City, after which she ended her career. Previously, in 1993, she had already been banned for two years for violating anti-doping rules, during which𒈔 she accused her husband and coach Nikolai Narozhilenko of mixing banned substances into her medicine.